Everything is Relative
It was a good day. I like the project, I like the people I am working with, and it is really interesting to put the pieces of a puzzle together this way.
The kids have been so sweet this week.
Yesterday Tayler made my lunch, helped me pick out an outfit, and reminded me to go to bed early.
Today, I came home to a clean house. Tyler worked all day doing laundry, dishes, vacuuming, cleaning... it was such a nice way to come home. She made dinner too!
Both girls were in such lovely moods.
I'm heading to bed early. Feeling a dark mood coming on, and the best I can do is just sleep it off. It won't last long, and with so many good things in my life, I can't imagine it will be very intense either.
Worries
Last night, I had trouble getting to sleep.
I've been feeling increasingly nervous the last few days, and I can't put my finger on why. At least I couldn't last night. I felt very wound up, full of nervous energy, and worried. I kept doubting everything, and feeling like I couldn't drive the negative thoughts from my head.
This morning, with a clearer head, I think it has to do with all the work I've been doing to prepare for moving.
It's not that I am questioning the move itself, but rather, feeling a little behind on getting things together.
