Worries

Posted by carina on Feb 7, 2010

Last night, I had trouble getting to sleep.

I've been feeling increasingly nervous the last few days, and I can't put my finger on why. At least I couldn't last night. I felt very wound up, full of nervous energy, and worried. I kept doubting everything, and feeling like I couldn't drive the negative thoughts from my head.

This morning, with a clearer head, I think it has to do with all the work I've been doing to prepare for moving.

It's not that I am questioning the move itself, but rather, feeling a little behind on getting things together.

I know some of it is also that there are things I can't control. There's things I want to have lined up when I get to Columbus on March 29th, that I just have to wait until that day comes to do anything about.

Usually something like that doesn't scare me- but I guess with the experiences over the last year and a half, I am reluctant to have a plan with question marks in it.

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